Your silence doesn't matter. Your silence is comforting. Your silence is a reason. Your silence is... Silence is all that I have now. No sound, no arguments, no speech, no voice, no noise. Is almost that I am in other universe, in a different dimension. Your silence is a reason for everything.
I think and only hear some sounds in my memoir, but that is not enough. The silence is beautiful and at the same time a way of reflecting. I don't care about the silence, because in my memoir I will always have the memoir of your voice. In a different language that I was familiar, but time have proven that different language is not a frontier that cannot be broken. By the contrary, maybe can be a reason to approximate more.
The silence is not only produce in the natural way. In terms of technology the silence is stronger. We have more ways to be silenced, ghosted. Although, silence can be remedy. Silence can be like fire that burn so much inside and produces a change that we never saw, but it is necessary.
That doesn't mean that life will be what it was. In a better way, life will be different. More consistent, more capable of showing why is important, the life. We only have one...
Your silence is painful, but also is a reason for me to be aware that change it was, it is, needed. That change don't mean a return for what I have lost. By the contrary, means something new that I really want to achieve.
I just want to show you that silence is not the key, the memoirs contain the sound of your voice. For most that we fight that never can be deleted.
No matter what, one day I will hear your voice personally again and I will be a different man and you a different woman. No matter the time of silence, with time change is inevitable.
